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The Artist by pauseofpurple, literature

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The Artist

Her hands angle skillfully as she draws. Making red lines so perfectly detailed and fine, every mark releasing the same pain and emotion. But each line, mattering something more to her. Eyes spilling over as she observes the work. Dirt coloured hair covering her tears, as she starts drawing another line in the artwork. Millions of thoughts running races in her mind. Voices shouting at how pathetic this is, yet nothing can stop her fascination with her art. So she watches the blood spill over the fresh cuts, sitting alone and considering herself an artist.

Waiting For Death by crazygrlurway, literature

Tonight she dies by Kasabe, literature

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Tonight she dies

The tears wont stop the pain keeps coming. Blow by blow it intensifies. It becomes unbearable. The screams keep coming The life is fading Pill by Pill it numbs It has stopped. The life still clings on The hope has died night after night it continues It won't end. All hope is lost The life has ended Forever Is her's She has lost Tonight she gaves up, Tonight she dies

Self Harm. by thistasteofink, literature

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Self Harm.

There's a girl And she's sitting but I think they forgot her name As if you had raped her Her dignity taken away from her Don't pretend you know her when you know nothing of her inner pain You only cover your eyes and turn away She's got all that makeup on looking for a place She just doesn't belong anywhere. They say that they love her but she only sees them stare And the whispers are scaring her She needs the voices to talk back to her now. Her pale arms are inflamed with red marks Little dots of blood The blade dragged harshly over her skin No one is paying attention to her and that's when she has the idea She's thinking of

Her Painful Act by crazygrlurway, literature

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Her Painful Act

They think she's better every day But she only masks her pain. They think her happiness is back They can't see that it's all an act. She cuts herself where no one sees The demons fade as she bleeds. She can't seem to quiet all the thoughts That just remind her of her many faults. She tries to bleed away the tears She tries to bleed away the fears. Tired of the sadness that she bears She's trapped inside her own despair. The darkness never seems to break In her heart there is a never ending ache. Her spirit and soul feel numb and frozen She hates this life she fears she's chosen. They think she's better every day She's too

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A different kind of Love Story by anorexic-butterfly55, literature

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A different kind of Love Story

ok im not really a love story person or anything so not quite sure where hte hec this came from....prehaps the dusty part of my mind or soemthing. also im not much of a short story writer except lately im just writing everything so i dont know what the hec i write anymore. anyways heres a story. it is not edited. The two sat down under a willow tree. Dew soaked grass tickled their bare feet. The moon shone dressing the lake before them with sparkles. "i have something for you" Andrew said to the the girl, ali, whom he carressed in his arms. His hand dug into his pocket pulling out a small envelope. He gently opened the girls hand and placed

A different kind of Love Story

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About anorexic-butterfly55

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Aug 14
United States
Deviant for 13 years
She / Her

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Yes I have an eating disorder and its name is anorexia with short times of bulimia. I hope to share my experience and help raise awareness. I am in no way encouraging people to have an eating disorder or to hurt themselves in any way!

I enjoy writing and photography most (besides dancing. I also paint but you probably won't see any of that unless you check out my other account xXInvisible-angelXx . I like the subjects of nature and awareness most. Not every writing i put up is the final but opinions on everything would be very welcome. Eventually I will put up more variety of my work I just have not gotten around to it. Please do not take anything and attempt to claim it as your own.

Current Residence: Hell
Favourite genre of music: new age rock, metal, screamo, and classical (don't ask)
Favourite style of art: That is way to hard
Operating System: ummm i do not understand your language to techy!! ahhh run for my life!
MP3 player of choice: uhh is an ipod an mp3????
Shell of choice: a sea shell????
Wallpaper of choice: i don't know what that means
Skin of choice: ummm my skin i am guessing
Personal Quote: The grass may not be softer tomorrow and it may be brown tomorrow but at least its not lava!!

Favourite Visual Artist

Not sure I have one

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Linkin Park

Favourite Writers

EMILY DICKINSON!!!!!

Favourite Games

does scrabble count?

Favourite Gaming Platform

what is that

Other Interests

Dance, photography, writing, and painting

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anorexic-butterfly55

Dec 1, 2011

Annoyed

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Annoyed with those in the world who complain but do not take action. Annoyed with those who think silencing those who speak of sensitive things will make things better in this world. Annoyed with people who let their biased opinions dictate what is okay and what is not or worse, let some one else's biased opinion dictate their actions. Annoyed with those who think they know what is best or that they should decide what is best. Annoyed with those who think speaking about something like anorexia to young people is a bad thing. Annoyed with those against awareness. Annoyed with those who won't teach about the worst parts of the holocaust because

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anorexic-butterfly55

Jun 21, 2011

Been a while

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It's been busy for the past two months with dance recital, AP exam, end of the year exams, graduation, friend moving away and preparing for nationals competition so I haven't been on. Thanks to everyone who left comments and such. Man are there a lot of them! Might take me a little bit to catch up. It's summer now, though I still have a lot going on, I hope to be on more often. Maybe college will give me more time to get on too. Thank you for your condolences and kindness concerning my grandfathers death. It was much appreciated. Will try to catch up soon. It definitely felt nice to come on and see people actually cared. I hate the word defin

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anorexic-butterfly55

Apr 3, 2011

Devious Journal Entry

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if anyone is thinking of starting any shit with me just don't even bother. you have a problem with me thats fine. bring it up with the administrators of the site not me. i don't want anyones shit right now. i have a grandfather who just realeased the fact that he has stage four cancer and has only 2 to 8 months to live. so yeah if i sound like a bitch thats why. just a few to many deaths in one year can make a person bitchy. so just leave me be. plain and simple. i have enough to cry about without your insulting words and false accusations. you don't even know me. and you don't want to. don't judge me because you don't know me. and i am not